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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|07:01 pm] |
well my myspace is down so im coming on here to do this!
ive been hanging out with lizzy a lot and its been a whole lot of fun!!!
last sunday i went to church and got my tattoo..and i gotta tell ya getting a tattoo is nothing like people say it is..it hurt but not nearly as bad as how people say it does..it hurt a lot! but yea not as bad.. and there are so many different pains that you feel when you get a tattoo...on my right wing it felt like he was tattooing in my armpit and on the left wing it felt like he was tattooing the back of my arm..and in the middle it fricken hurt cuz of my bone!! and it felt like he was moving up my neck.. and then an hour and 20 minutes later i was done..for that part..lol..i still have to go back for more..
and then i got a little bit emotional after..not because it hurt but because of what i had just done..to most people i was going to get a tattoo..but it was way more than that to me..to me i was getting something that would represent not only me but a part of my dad as well..i got a permanent tattoo..and its an actual tattoo..i just wish my dad was there to see it cuz i KNOW he wouldve took one look and said something about how cool it looked and we wouldve talked for hours about it..and what got to me the most is when i was done and hek said "dad would love that"..i just kept thinking about what he said, and then i went and smoked a cigarette and i couldnt hold back anymore..and im glad that Aaron did it for me...its an awesome feeling to know i have a tattoo just like my dads..
we got back and then lizzy spent the night for like 3 days and then she stayed home a night and then yea...
my week has been good, and it went by fast..
some people dont realize that u cant tell other poeple certain stuff, especailly someone so young..
anyways..
i love you lizzy!! |
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| and "BOOM" she said in her room with her red fingernails.. |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|12:31 pm] |
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i havent written in here in forever!
ill start off with last friday..
we were all at scarleths house eating and stuff and Karla and Ricky were talking about going to Mexico..
SO Saturday Morning they told me i should go.so i asked my mo and surprisingly she said yes..so we left at like almost 12..
so were driving, i like driving that far!
then we got into Tecate in mexico and wow it was crowded, everything is so close and people just walk out infront of you..
Then we kept driving and we met Griselda, ceci, chris, lorena, and vanessa in valle las palmas! then we went down the dirt road to a crnival thing
we hung out there the whole day..its so fun there, when we got there we went and saw the cock fighting...that shit is crazy! but its funny
then we walked around..al these mexicans there were drunk.. i thought it was gonna be all awkward there, like everyone was gonan be all mean and shit but they were all drunk and cool so that was good..
then we went to chris' grandparents house to sleep..and then in the morning everyone woke up and got ready and we headed to ensanada. we stopped off at the beach and i got a marlboro hat and i got lizzy a little clay man holding his penis and balls and he was peeing..it smelled like shit water..but it was cool just cuz we were out somewhere far from home.. then we left and we kept driving to ensanada and we went to these little stands and got tacos and then we walked around all these little places so that we could shop...ricky bought a switchblade knife and a blanket..Karla got a shirt and everyone else got what they wanted..these mexicans tried to get me and ricky to buy a pipe..but that wasnt happening..then it was time to go so we headed home through TJ..Griseldas mom got out at a redlight and went shopping and we pulled over and then a bus came right behind us and started honking its gorn real loud and i stuck my head out the window looking around like i didnt know where it was coming from and they looked at me wierd and then the bus went by us and they flipped us off!
then we got on the frreway through the border and there was so many mexicans selling stuff cuz all the traffic is just stopped for like a mile and a half..but it was funny..then we finally got through and we headed home..we got to temecula and we ate and the soda tastes so different out here then it does in mexico..
then we dropped off Griselda and Vanessa and then ricky and karla took me home and now im back in the usa it sux, i like it out there..anyways i havent been doing anything just hanging ut with lizzy my best friend! and im gonna paint my room today!! have a good day everyone!! |
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| i keep you jealously to myself.. |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|01:06 pm] |
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so yesterday i went to rickys..and i hung out with him thursday too...
first he came here and then we fixed beckys truck and tthen her truck wouldnt start so we stole karlas old battery from her crashed car in her mom and dads backyard, it was some mission inpossible shit..
then we got it running..
then i went to rickys and we..well I watched the longest yard cuz they fell asleep.. then i went in the living room and watched kicking and screaming with will ferrell..it was hilarious!...then it was time to wake ricky up..so i mad coffee and got everything ready and then he took me home.
i wish lizzy was home, then id have my best friend to hang out with and then i could cuddle and be close to her!!! i love that girl.. i dont know what id do without her.."theres no other i can turn to"...shes one of the best things that has happened to me in my entire life..i thank God for putting her there..its wierd when i think about it..me and her were just friends 4 years ago..we went to school with eachother and then we staretd hanging out more, not just us but yea..and then we kissed, bad idea considering the situation, but not really..then a couple years later its like we click with eachother and we just wanna talk to eachother on the phone and be with eachother all the time..and we slowly but surely bacame the best of friends..and couldnt imagine anything so perfect..i love you lizzy!!!
well thats all, i love you all..youre in my prayers.. |
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| they leave me broken and bruised and bleeding... |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|11:01 am] |
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so yesterday turned out awesome!!
hector and candice came and picked me up and then we left here at like 3:00 in the after noon i think..we headed out to go meet Montana but he was gonna be late so we went to Charlie Browns and ate. i got this sandwich thing with like 3 differnet kinds of meats but i couldnt eat the other half cuz it felt like all the meat was gonan fall through from the BBQ sauce..
so after that we looked around and then went and sat in the car to wait for Montana.
so he calls and tells us where to meet him..so we get to that spot and we keep driving and then Montana and his dad pull out and we let them get infront since they knew where theyre going..
so we finally get there and you can tell where it is cuz ll the band kids are standing out in the front, everyone looks alike.lol..
we get hectors head and guitars out and we start taking them in so we get in and then the guy takes us sround the back..so we get the stuff put down and then we went and sat down with Mario Joey Robert and some other people...
during this one band playing the something happened with the whole system thing so they brought ice to cool it down..cuz it had a fan so the fan would suck cool air in to it..so it finally came back on and they continued playing..
Dreams of Reality got up there and theyre not bad, i actually like them..they put on a good show..
then it was time for Farewell Forever to go up there so i went and got heks guitar and some water and then we caried it all up there and then i went and sat back down with candice..so they were about ready to play and i went down there to watch and it was me, some other guy, ivan, and robert on the floor..that was gay..
so they started playing and the head the Mario was playing with was all fucked up and it was hurting peoples ears the whole time they played..it was a shitty Venue but i think they were good..El Dorado was actually better than that place..
so then we loaded up everything and joey was selling their EPs but nobody would buy them so he told me 2 for 7 dollars so i said ok..anything to help out my brothers band..so i bought 2 and then daniel came by me and i took his bands EP out of his hand and then i gave him three dollars for it..lol..just to help support them..
then we left and they took me home and i came home got on myspace and then got off and went to sleep..
i think thats all, i love you all!! have a great day!! |
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| a kiss in the shape of a bullet.. |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|11:13 am] |
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well yesterday i went to town with becky
we went to Wal*Mart and some other grocery store
we went and picked up Aaron and Dermagrafict cuz he got off work
then we came home and i was getting the feeling that i always, it sux but its the morning now so im better..
Hector called this morning and asked if i wanted to go to a Farewell Forever show so im gonna..
its gonna be awesome cuz i love that band and of course my brother makes them ten times better!
ok well thats all, i have a new friend on myspace..her name is Emily..;)..shes the reason i write in this cuz i dont think anyone else reads it....well i hope everyone has a good day!! |
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| fuck you and film you.. |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|01:49 pm] |
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this is the first time ive written in this thing in a long time!
so lizzy left yesterday...if i wouldve known she was leaving later i wouldve went to see her but yea i didnt know until i talked to her..anyways im just sitting here listening to glass jaw..nothing too exciting happening..i want to make a sandwich but my moms gotta go buy the stuff... i want a pickle too..that sounds good right now..
nobody writes me messages on myspace..lol.
so yea i guess im gonna go maybe ill come back on here and write the rest of my day..
have a good day
i hope i will too :( |
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| a refuge that you built to flee |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|01:56 am] |
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hey this is another new thing i got so keep commenting to me and ill be ahppier than i am now..i love you all bye! |
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